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[The Hobbit Fanbook] It doesn't mean a thing by 4-th [The Hobbit Fanbook] It doesn't mean a thing :icon4-th:4-th 20 4 Hannibal Doujinshi - Cut-Out by 4-th Hannibal Doujinshi - Cut-Out :icon4-th:4-th 88 5 Yves by 4-th Yves :icon4-th:4-th 189 4 [Fanart] LOKI by 4-th [Fanart] LOKI :icon4-th:4-th 214 15 [Thor x Loki] Start with a gentle kiss by 4-th [Thor x Loki] Start with a gentle kiss :icon4-th:4-th 1,321 38 [Sketch] LOKI {COLLAB} by 4-th [Sketch] LOKI {COLLAB} :icon4-th:4-th 133 4 [AVG Fanart] Steve x Tony by 4-th [AVG Fanart] Steve x Tony :icon4-th:4-th 1,842 76 [CG] Summer : Song Karn festival by 4-th [CG] Summer : Song Karn festival :icon4-th:4-th 47 4 Halloween - Sergey by 4-th Halloween - Sergey :icon4-th:4-th 228 14 NPC : Aesir, The Fire by 4-th NPC : Aesir, The Fire :icon4-th:4-th 62 1 Padrona di Tempo by 4-th Padrona di Tempo :icon4-th:4-th 139 12 Peaceful Time... by 4-th Peaceful Time... :icon4-th:4-th 79 8 ::Gothic Boy:: Grey Shade by 4-th ::Gothic Boy:: Grey Shade :icon4-th:4-th 480 88 'Buppe' BL Novel's pin-up by 4-th 'Buppe' BL Novel's pin-up :icon4-th:4-th 234 53 :ES21 doujinshi: Cover by 4-th :ES21 doujinshi: Cover :icon4-th:4-th 56 20 :ES21 doujinshi: ShinxSena by 4-th :ES21 doujinshi: ShinxSena :icon4-th:4-th 56 16


Tutorial Descent by eWKn Tutorial Descent :iconewkn:eWKn 1,103 42
I'm Sorry
I finally realized that my traumatic past has been catching up to me. My unresolved fears and pain of abandonment as a child by my parents has seeped into my adult life. It triggers extreme reactions in me that drives people close to me away.
I like to pretend to be strong. That whatever comes at me in life, I'll just pull myself up again and get over it. I'd like to believe that what doesn't kill me makes me stronger. I'd like to pretend that if I somehow draw out pain, and put it on canvas, that the pain will be contained on canvas, and not deep inside me. But that's not true.
When I'm knocked down and broken, and left to pick up the pieces of myself, I lose a bit more of myself each time. Not everything can be glued back together again. And never stronger than before. I can't trust again. I'm afraid of people. I'm afraid of being close to anyone.
It's hard to get up each morning. I feel hopeless and helpless. It doesn't matter that everyone tells me otherwise. I don't feel that
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Minstrel - Patreon piece by shilin Minstrel - Patreon piece :iconshilin:shilin 5,235 55 The Last Unicorn by JoJoesArt The Last Unicorn :iconjojoesart:JoJoesArt 2,165 80 GINxTsukuyo by SUKIBLOG GINxTsukuyo :iconsukiblog:SUKIBLOG 492 14 Hoshimi by omiomikekyu Hoshimi :iconomiomikekyu:omiomikekyu 325 13 Apple tutorial by michan Apple tutorial :iconmichan:michan 3,459 190 Brushes January Promo by sakimichan Brushes January Promo :iconsakimichan:sakimichan 3,275 46 Hannibal by KelseyBeckett Hannibal :iconkelseybeckett:KelseyBeckett 602 43 Hannibal by teralilac Hannibal :iconteralilac:teralilac 4,193 270 Hannibal by 2013 Hannibal :icon2013:2013 2,023 37 THOR TDW : Fandral/Loki by noei1984 THOR TDW : Fandral/Loki :iconnoei1984:noei1984 156 4 T TDW : Fandral the Dashing by noei1984 T TDW : Fandral the Dashing :iconnoei1984:noei1984 25 3 M : Avengers : Brothers by noei1984 M : Avengers : Brothers :iconnoei1984:noei1984 1,197 61 doodle by Hallpen doodle :iconhallpen:Hallpen 854 54 Semi-realism lips. step by step by FeliceMelancholie Semi-realism lips. step by step :iconfelicemelancholie:FeliceMelancholie 11,281 78


RL Commission Info!

I'm gonna be frank.
I'm now saving up for as much money as possible for my future plan.
So I'm doing whatever I can including open commission in case anyone interests.

1. Normal printing size is A4 with 300dpi resolution. Can be negotiate if you want a larger size.
2. Give as many specific details as possible, reference art will be highly appreciated.
3. I have right to post, display any commissioned arts in my website. Credit will be yours.
4. Art will be deliver within 2 or 3 weeks. Please be patient.
5. Mojor edit is forbidden after sketching is accepted.
6. I draw every art with my high effort :)

1. Original character (including your avi of not too complicate)
2. Fanart of movie, TV Series, games and comic.
3. Light Yaoi/Yuri/Het
4. Half Robo

1. Pornography, Hentai, Gore, Anthro, Robo
2. Complicate characters (Depends on my decision)
3. Complicate or too muc details Background. (Keep it someple please :D )

- Paypal only ATM. Any fee will be on your side.
account :
- 50 percent deposit before start drawing. The rest after the art is done.
- One character + minor BG and props.
- Additional character plus USD10

Price list
Full CG
- Single Character -
1. Bust Up [CG]  USD 35
2. Waist Up [CG] USD 55
3. Full body [CG] USD 65

- Couples -
1. Bust Up [CG]  USD 65
2. Waist Up [CG] USD 100
3. Full body [CG] USD 125

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Black & White Inking
- Single Characater -
1. Bust Up [BW]  USD 30
2. Waist Up [BW] USD 40
3. Full body [BW] USD 50

- Couples -
1. Bust Up [BW]  USD 55
2. Waist Up [BW] USD 75
3. Full body [BW] USD 95

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1. "NOTE" me your request with title [COMMISSION]
2. After I accept your request. You have to
- Pay 50% deposit before I start sketching.
- The rest will be due after the art is finished.
3. Once again, no major change after the sketch is accepted.
4. Feel free to note me if you have any question. I will be happy to answer every single one.


Free Sketches will be given randomly when I have every 5 commission.


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fallenRazziel Featured By Owner Apr 10, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Your art is great^^
I would like to ask if I can post some on my tumbr, with the link to your page of course ^^
McBrydeBr Featured By Owner Jul 7, 2015
Oh god! I am so glad you are still active. I commissioned you on Gaia back in like 2005 or 2007 or something crazy! 
4-th Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Yeah it's been a while since my last login to both Gaiaonline and Deviantart.
A lot has changed and I'm glad that there is someone still remember me. ><

Millions thanKs!!
TrueDog Featured By Owner Dec 3, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
I would kill to get some Stoki art from you. <3
sakirabbit Featured By Owner Sep 21, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
luv ur art
Haine13 Featured By Owner May 3, 2012
มาวอชแกลพี่จีคะ งานเทพนัก ฮรากกก
meeannn Featured By Owner Jul 17, 2011
โอ๊ะ พี่จี ~ >< นี่มีนเองนะค้าา >////<
ginz62 Featured By Owner Apr 17, 2011
your art are so awesome.
Do you take request?
because i will like to make a request.
LaraVilya Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2011  Hobbyist Photographer
Hello! If you have some art concerning vampires, maybe you'd like to join my new group! [link] (it's really new, but it will evolve :))
Have a nice day :rose:
Shadoka Featured By Owner Jan 11, 2011  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Your art rocks my world.
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